Terrible

To be completely honest I sometimes (if not often) disappoint myself. I am constantly coming up with new idea's which quite often end up become just a phase. I wouldn't say it is because I 'get bored' easily or even lack motivation. Things just never end up being quite what they seem. 2012 is a time for a change in my life. I have many plans, but this time they will be realistic. I want to live, really live. I envy so many other people's lives, which is not a quality trait to have, so I must create a life that make's me and my daughter genuinely happy. I want to take more photo's, take more walks and most of all stay calm. I'd like to see the beauty in things like I used to. Mostly I need to sort my life out and stop complaining.